She's 7 months pregnant

My best friend just hit her seventh month of pregnancy. So far so good. Zero complications and no concerns. Thank God. It's my nature to silently worry while I say, "Everything will be alright". Deep down inside I always have the, "What if's". It's like my life pretty much lacks complications. Of course no life is perfect and there is always room for improvement. But some things are not in my control. Sometimes I get scared. I am afraid that something will happen to someone that I love and I won't be able to stop it from happening. Maybe that's the control freak inside of me. I have to always be on top of things and maintain some form of control. When something comes up that is not in my control? I worry on the inside but appear calm, cool, and collective. I wonder if those who know me so well will ever discover this part of me? Or if I will be able to hide this forever. haha